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Bee Ameen
Bee Ameen - 3 часа назад
I don’t think you understand how much this video is helping others ❤️ thank you Desi.
Cora Dawn
Cora Dawn - 3 часа назад
You’re a beautiful soul desi. Everything will work out ❤️ you’re strong and it inspires me.
Pimpcess Priscilla
Pimpcess Priscilla - 4 часа назад
this video got me balling my eyes out, a miscarriage is the worst i could relate to you! but dont worry stay strong i love you girl💗
Ann ika
Ann ika - 4 часа назад
I cried so hard with you and it really hurts to see you so upset. I am SO sorry for you, but I know that everything will become good at the right time! Sending lots of love and HOPE from Germany💜
Maria Johnson
Maria Johnson - 4 часа назад
I cried through the whole video. Sending prayers and Love you're way. You're incredibly strong and have a amazing heart .
Charlie F.
Charlie F. - 6 часов назад
I'm child-free in that I have personally never wanted children and I mentioned that only because I want you to know how much your video moved me, how much I saw your pain and felt for you, even though I can't relate to what you're going through. There was a real Purity and honesty in how you expressed what you were feeling and for as little as it means coming from a stranger, I hope that you find peace in whatever the outcome is for you and all of this.
Lazarevic .J
Lazarevic .J - 6 часов назад
Love you girl💘
JOJOARTISTRYY1 V
JOJOARTISTRYY1 V - 6 часов назад
You are so strong and brave and beautiful. Thank you for this video, I am sure you helped so many people not feel alone and I’m sure a lot of people can relate. I was literally balling watching it because before I had my son I was trying as well and I had a miscarriage prior too... because of my epilepsy they told me I’d have a hard time so that scared me even more. I hated it when people would ask me so instead of me saying oh I don’t think I can, I would say “I don’t want kids right now” but deep down inside I did and it hurts but if we say we don’t want it I feel like we tell ourselves it will hurt less if we can’t. Just stay positive and don’t give up. My son is 7 months now and I am so grateful. Idk how you are when it comes to religion but I prayed so much for it. You guys will be in my prayers. Best wishes and much love ❤️
zoe m
zoe m - 6 часов назад
I feel for you 😪 if I may suggest for you to go and see kinesiologist if you haven’t already.I was ttc for about a year and then close friend suggested kinesiologist .I was a bit sceptical at the time as I’ve never tried something like that before and didn’t know what to expect ,but I went in with an open mind and it was truly one of the best experiences of my life, I felt as if something has “untangled” and she did tell me that I was all “blocked up” (energetically speaking ) .After only one session I felt this huuuuge relief and a sense of calm and the entire session was non evasive and totally relaxing and I got pregnant literally 2 days after 🙏 I too suffered miscarriage beforehand and I feel your pain ,it is tough on you physically and emotionally but it will get better and I am sure you will have your precious bundle of joy in your arms very soon. Stay strong🙏❤️
Allie Lyttle
Allie Lyttle - 6 часов назад
Sending you so much love ❤️
Melissa Enriquez
Melissa Enriquez - 7 часов назад
Stay strong beautiful❤️❤️ God has a written plan for everyone and maybe it’s just not your time. I wish you and Steven the best of luck❤️
amberranger
amberranger - 7 часов назад
I love you Desi! Stay strong! I'm only 20 and my fear also is what if I can't have kids when I'm ready. It's hard to think about it and I try not to..
Natalia Diaz
Natalia Diaz - 7 часов назад
This video broke my heart, you are beautiful and so strong for doing this and i hope you get to start the family you’re dreaming of ❤️❤️
Ana Vojinovic
Ana Vojinovic - 7 часов назад
Desi I am from Serbia and here we have a plant called 'virak' or 'vrkuta' and you can make a tea from it. It's a great tea for fertillity,uterus and hormones. It also heps in strengthing the uterus for carring the baby. You should try it. I am drinking it because it makes my periods exact on 28 day and my hormones are perfectly balanced when I'm drinking it. Sorry if my english isn't perfect. Sending you best wishes.
Haley Koloski
Haley Koloski - 7 часов назад
You are so amazing Desi. I’m so proud of you, your strength. Thank you for sharing your story.❤️
Kenetrice Nichole
Kenetrice Nichole - 7 часов назад
Literally bawling my eyes out. :( Praying for you, Desi and Steven. I had an aunt who struggled with pregnancy for almost 8 years. They had pretty much given up on being able to get pregnant and were beginning the process to adopt. They were a few months into the adoption process when they found out they were pregnant. She didn't expect much because she had miscarried several times before so they continued on with the adoption. She ended up staying pregnant that time and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. They also went ahead and adopted the baby girl they had been wanting and planning to adopt before that. So, I was lucky enough to get two babygirl cousins (one by blood, both by love and bond). Sending ya'll love and well wishes. I really hope this helps people to see how their pregnancy questions could hurt someone. It's like adding salt to a wound.
hayley o'grady
hayley o'grady - 8 часов назад
I love you Desi❤️ praying for good blessings to come your way❤️
Sarah Tustin
Sarah Tustin - 8 часов назад
That was perfect, Desi. Thank you so much for sharing your story again. You are brave and you are loved. Some day this will make sense and your determination will not be in vein. But no matter what Steven will be there for you, and you will always have each other.
Lorna Curry
Lorna Curry - 8 часов назад
Desi!! You are absolutely amazing!! Such a brave heartfelt video. You are never alone. No one is!! Enjoy life.. and as you say everything happens for a reason!! Sending you a huge hug all the way from the uk!! 💜😘💜 xx
Miss Evelynn
Miss Evelynn - 8 часов назад
You are so strong Des i♥ Im sending the both of you my love and good energy.
Maisie Lee
Maisie Lee - 9 часов назад
💖💖💖
Yvette Cervera
Yvette Cervera - 9 часов назад
I LOVE YOU DESI!!! Sending so much love to you!!!!
BRENDA g Santos
BRENDA g Santos - 9 часов назад
Aww desi watching your video had me in tears I understand how you feel from my own experience I had two miscarriages and I couldn’t get pregnant for many years and I also asked god why and went to many doctors and they couldn’t figure why I couldn’t get pregnant I prayed for a blessing and when I least expected it I got pregnant it was a stressful 39 weeks since I was high risk I was always so scared and paranoid but everything went perfect I just had my healthy baby boy 3 weeks ago and I couldn’t be any happier all I can tell you is it will happen to you Gods timing is always right and he will bless you and your family one day god bless you and your family
Tiarra Cross
Tiarra Cross - 9 часов назад
Desi, wow 💜 I have no words to how much you’ve touched me in this video. The level of vulnerability you’re able to show with not only your subscribers but the world is more than amazing, I am speechless at your strength. I am sending you so much love and prayers that you will find peace within this situation. I love hearing how supportive Steven is to you, it warms my heart that you have someone there for you who is on your side like he is. The love you two share for each other is something I hope for in a future relationship. Thank you for sharing your experience, strength and love with us. Love goes out to you ✨💜
AgapeLove
AgapeLove - 9 часов назад
I feel your pain. I had 2 miscarriages and a molar pregnancy like yours. I am Currently miscarrying my 3rd pregnancy. I just came back from doctor to confirm :( i cant believe i go on youtube and i see this and decide to click and watch. i feel you. hugs desi!
annabelle erickson
annabelle erickson - 9 часов назад
Plastic face.
Percida Iraheta
Percida Iraheta - 9 часов назад
Desi you made me tear up for sure 😢 Stay positive, calm and don’t over think it..it will happen for you guys. (Air hug 🤗)
Carolyn Thomas
Carolyn Thomas - 9 часов назад
Around 5 years ago, my mum got pregnant and lost a little girl. That was really tough on my family because it caused us all mental pain but my mum also became unwell because of it. She has only just been able to talk to my sister and i about it but she still struggles to talk to us about it properly. I want you to know im with you and understand what you're going through. There are many women out there who are going through the same thing as you. I'm sure it will happen when the time is right xx
Inessa Dukmanova
Inessa Dukmanova - 10 часов назад
You are so strong! I will pray for you. Never give up! 😘😘😘
OrdinarilyEmma
OrdinarilyEmma - 10 часов назад
We all have struggles! The most empowering thing is talking about it and owning it❤️ I started a channel like 6 or 7 months ago and there is so much I’m scared to talk about! I get shy when it comes to talking about my current pregnancy because I’m afraid I’ll come off some way to someone who is struggling and I have yet to talk about how I actually struggled for a good while to either get pregnant or stay pregnant. I went through several years of infertility after having my first awful miscarriage then after actively trying I suffered another miscarriage which was just devastating. It tore my husband and I apart and we even separated for 2 months it had been 8 months since the miscarriage at the point we did reconcile it was a rough one and in the midst of what felt like an uphill battle and chaos and a potential divorce I found out (a year since my second miscarriage) I was pregnant and I was absolutely terrified because our relationship was already sooo fragile and I was afraid a baby at that point or even a miscarriage could rip us completely apart for good! That baby brought us together stronger than ever and forced us to face our problems and get past them! Since then despite all my efforts I can’t not get pregnant I’m having my 3rd baby in 3 years! I never wanted to be that person and I am afraid to talk about it because I feel it’s seen as a negative thing and I never want to be off putting to those who are struggling I’ve been there. I fear talking in depth about my pregnancies because they are very difficult (my first was life threatening for me and baby) and I don’t want people to think I’m ungrateful or complaining. I feel people like the honest and raw though. I get the most support and best response when I’m completely honest and raw with my followers and tell them what I’m feeling and my fears and it surprises me how many relate! I pray that when the time is right that God will bless you with a precious baby and that until that time he will give you comfort and peace and that you won’t feel the need to suppress how you feel. It’s absolutely ok to talk about it❤️❤️
Zelleny Figueroa
Zelleny Figueroa - 10 часов назад
Don't let that fear manifest itself. Keep having faith, let that fear go toGod. He's keeping your baby close to His heart. When you said it could have been for a reason. Maybe it was to find the mass tou wouldn't have otherwise found. Keep your positivity and happiness flowing, only speak what YOU want in existence, don't think about the what ifs . You are so beautiful and sweet .... even if your circumstances aren't good Gods purpose always is.----lesa teurkherst.... i saw this today. Maybe it was for you. We love you and support you 💗💗💗💗💗keep the faith lose the fear. Surrender He will always be there.
Noelle Willey
Noelle Willey - 10 часов назад
Without going into details of my situation (it would scare you more) but I’ve been through hell & back with pregnancy. I ended up with 2 boys after my tragedies & I know the feelings you’re having & I wanted to give you hug so many times throughout this video! Stay strong & be positive!! I’m sure it will happen when you least expect it!! ❤️❤️
MakeupBySeila
MakeupBySeila - 10 часов назад
❤️
Shelby Doyle
Shelby Doyle - 10 часов назад
This is beautiful. I’m so encouraged by your honesty. I’m going through something different but the process of pain, feelings, thoughts and expressing that is so similar - it reminds me I’m human and I’m not alone! Your process is beautiful 🌼 thank you for sharing your heart 🧡
Alexis Robles
Alexis Robles - 10 часов назад
I know how hard it is to loss a baby. I lost my baby at 24 weeks I was 20 when it happened and sometimes things happen for a reason. Now I bought my new home got married and have my bag boy. He was such a blessing but the process is always hard. You will feel anxious and scared when. The time comes Belice me i literally had panic attacks coming to the 24 week mark. But I’m hopefully and I will pray for you desi for you to have your rainbow baby. Your a true inspiration!
Riley Family Vlogs
Riley Family Vlogs - 10 часов назад
Your bravery in sharing your story is amazing, because it is what every woman needs to hear. You're right, there is a fear in the back of every woman's mind who knows she wants to have a family that she may not be able to get pregnant. Every. Single. Woman. There is zero shame in seeing a doctor for help, if anything it will only reaffirm to others how much you love children and love the idea of being a mom. And while I know your desire is to have a child of your own, if one day comes that adoption feels like an option you truly want to explore, just know that there is a child out there whose life will be changed forever in what will clearly be your undying love, care and affection towards them. They will be beyond blessed to be able to call you their parents.
gabzz palomeque
gabzz palomeque - 11 часов назад
it's gonna be just fine. i hope you can reach this dream very soon, i send you my blessing and love to both. :)
Sarah Malika
Sarah Malika - 11 часов назад
I'm a new subscriber and i already love you. You seem so genuine and you're so strong. You're very brave for sharing your story, i wish i was this brave haha. Your video made me so emotional and i pray that God gives you a child. Take care. ❤❤
Lina San
Lina San - 12 часов назад
You got me crying my eyes out!! You will get there! And you and Steven will be the greatest parents!! ❤️❤️❤️
Ashlynn Beitler
Ashlynn Beitler - 12 часов назад
You're amazing Desi. Thank you for sharing. I know you will make the most amazing mother one day. 💗
Kristine radoc
Kristine radoc - 12 часов назад
Thanks Desi for being so real and raw! I admire your honesty, I love what you do and your makeup talents, truly a fan! It will happen in God's time, take care always and I wish you and Steven the best in your journey! ❤❤
Cecilie Benedikte
Cecilie Benedikte - 13 часов назад
You’re such a beautiful soul ❤️ I wish you all the best! Stay strong.
Jerome Lund
Jerome Lund - 13 часов назад
Who the fuck cares?
GET SCHWIFTY.
Martha
Martha - 13 часов назад
what is wrong with people giving this video a dislike
leslie Benitez
leslie Benitez - 13 часов назад
God is going to make it happen for you promise. WE LOVE YOU DESI
Olga Cortez
Olga Cortez - 14 часов назад
You are in my prayers ❤️
Giovanna Adlim
Giovanna Adlim - 15 часов назад
im crying together with you throughout this video :"(
Sarah Walker
Sarah Walker - 15 часов назад
💕 thank you for making this video, I feel your pain whole heartedly 😢 I struggled for 5 years and never ever got close, I have never been pregnant. I was the same as you and couldn’t imagine myself not being a parent, I had all the infertility testing and IVF but it failed. It was the hardest thing I have ever been through, and still to this day it still affects me at times slightly... but the one little thing that made my happiness is my little boy who I adopted 2 years ago ❤️ you will find your happy ending, it just might not look exactly like you thought it would. Have faith my lovely. Xx
Kole Stephens
Kole Stephens - 15 часов назад
Hardest video I’ve* ever watched
Beck Blay
Beck Blay - 16 часов назад
❤️
Josh Cornell
Josh Cornell - 17 часов назад
*THATS WHAT THEY ALL SAY*
Daisy Wilson
Daisy Wilson - 18 часов назад
You are the strongest, bravest woman - my blessings are with you ❤️
JoJo
JoJo - 18 часов назад
That was hard to watch. Can't imagine how hard it would have been to film.Don't give up guys it WILL happen. Sending you all the positive vibes from New Zealand ❤️
Sherry Duden
Sherry Duden - 18 часов назад
Hang in there hun. I understand how you’re feeling. I had 3 miscarriages and then when I got married we tried and tried then went to a infertility doctor who told me I couldn’t get pregnant at all but then a couple years later I was being told I was pregnant and I had my son then I had to have a hysterectomy at 29 which obviously made me feel like my womanhood was stolen from me cause I couldn’t have anymore babies but I do thank god I was able to have my son and experience full pregnancy and birth one time. It’ll happen for you too hun it just takes some relaxation and patience and then when you least expect it it’ll happen. Lots of love and prayers.
Shay I
Shay I - 18 часов назад
Someone very close to me was trying to have a baby for about 15-20 years but every pregnancy ended in miscarriage, the hardest one was around 2008-09, she was almost 9 months pregnant when she received news about family members dying in a car crash and the stress got to the baby and she lost him too but she never lost hope and at the age of 40, through ivf, she gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, he's starting first grade in september. Never loose hope, you're going to make a great mother one day
Lindsay Beckstrom
Lindsay Beckstrom - 19 часов назад
I feel your pain Desi. I’ve been there. I now can’t have kids because I have Stage 4 metastatic breast cancer and have to have my ovaries removed. It’s the saddest place in my heart. I will hold out hope for you and pray that it will happen when you are ready!! Sending you so much love.
Maly Yang
Maly Yang - 19 часов назад
I think if you’ve already talked about the miscarriage, you don’t need to feel like you have to tell the world why you haven’t been pregnant again since. People should just have the common sense to know and not keep asking about pregnancy and trust that when you are you will announce it and if you don’t ever announce a pregnancy, it just isn’t in the picture at the moment.
Agnieszka Drobek
Agnieszka Drobek - 20 часов назад
Desi you and Steven will be happy, u have to believe, u make such a great couple. Give yourself time. Your video is very personal and it made me cry a little when i saw u so sad..sometimes it's good to tell the whole world what's eating you from inside and what is so painful, it's lika a katharsis for your mind. But still, don't give up on your dreams - i hope u will be happy.
Lilly Daris
Lilly Daris - 20 часов назад
Fernanda Buim
Fernanda Buim - 21 час назад
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Leather face Is My Dad
Leather face Is My Dad - 21 час назад
I was told at 11 yrs old I wouldn’t be able to get pregnant and I still haven’t, you are not alone it is difficult but there is always light at the end of the tunnel :)
Kimani Wilson-Viera
Kimani Wilson-Viera - 21 час назад
Blessed be the fruit 👼🏽
Mayra Chavez
Mayra Chavez - 22 часа назад
You should go to a person that puts your womb in position they massage it I heard millions of people says it’s effective
allison dziemiela
allison dziemiela - 22 часа назад
I’m not sure if u will see this, so many of us are commenting to let u know how amazing u are! But i had to comment, (I’m not usuaLly someone who actually comments, I’m more of a thumps up kind of viewer)You are such a beautiful person inside and out! U are truly one of my favorite you tubers bc of how open and how real you are. I know that what is ment to be will be, and I believe you were born to be a mom! You are in my prayers that this will happen for you and ur little family! You will be the best mom and Steven will be such a wonderful dad! I can just tell by watching your love and ur personalities together that you are both amazing people! It breaks my heart to watch those clips and see the defeat and heartbreak in ur eyes! I’m sure I speak on behalf of everyone here that I wish I could give u a hug!! You have millions of us viewer best friends that will be here for u through any video and cry with u and smile with u and be here to listen with u! U don’t have to tell us these things but the fact that u do shows how amazing u are! u have such a huge platform and the fact that u use it to talk about things that sadly so many men and women deal with everyday, it speaks a lot about the kind of person u are! This is why we all follow you and love u! Of course ur makeup and ur beauty is amazing and we love to watch ur makeup looks, but ur energy and ur aura about u is what drives us all to love u and truly feel like we’re ur friends! We love u!! Stay strong and don’t ever stop believing!!
Bea S
Bea S - 22 часа назад
Awwww Desi. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I'm in that same boat with you. We have been trying since June of 2012. Every month was a heartache. It gets over whelming and I have to come to turns with the fact that I would never have my own or even the experience of carrying my old child. We did an IUI which turned out to fail. I didnt and still dont like all the questions that come from family and friends on have a baby, when are you ready, etc. But I'm happy you shared this with us and I appreciate you being vulnerable and opening up. Thank you so much. Xoxo
BeautyByChick
BeautyByChick - 22 часа назад
I'm so sorry for your loss Desi. You will be an amazing mom one day. ❤
mayra ordaz
mayra ordaz - 22 часа назад
I teird for six years to get pregnant. Many fails many pregnancy test disappointments later i finally decided to go get a massage loke sobada from this old mexican lady and i got pregnant the next month and lost it. My baby didn't have a heartbeat i was distraught. My dr told me to wait at least 3 months and try again. But i got pregnant that next month and i had my rainbow baby (babyafteraloss) now i have two beautiful girls four years apart because it took a while for me to get pregnant again its on gods hands.
Erika Olivo-Ledesma
Erika Olivo-Ledesma - 22 часа назад
I'm So Sorry Desi, God Always Has Wonderful Blessings, I Will Pray For You So Our God Will Bless You With A Mini You Or Mini Steven ❤ Dios Es Grande Y Maravilloso, I Had A Miscarrage At 9 Weeks And Was DEVESTATED Because I At First Didn't Want My baby. And Yes, God Does Everything For A Reason. He Opened My Eyes & Now I'm Blessed With A Beautiful 2 Year Old Daughter. Keep Praying Girl, God Is Good. Love You, Lots Of Hugs For You & Steven ❤❤❤❤
MACupGrl xoxo
MACupGrl xoxo - 22 часа назад
I was never able to get pregnant due to alot of health issues such as thyroid issues, polycystic ovaries, diabetes, depression etc. It was extremely difficult during my 20’s when I would physically crave pregnancy only to end up feeling empty inside. My body was totally barren. I was told my body would NEVER even conceive a baby. By the time I was 33 I ended up having a total hysterectomy. All my hopes were gone. I was so heartbroken. With time I have learned to accept it. I am now 44 and I still feel the emptiness inside at times. I am so sorry that you are going through this. Prayers for you and your husband.🙏🏻😔
laura gonzalez
laura gonzalez - 22 часа назад
😩😩😍😘❤️❤️ Desi you’re the best!
Danielle Kuszli
Danielle Kuszli - 22 часа назад
My sister had PCOS before she started trying, she tried for 5 years with help from medications to no avail. She had booked her IVF treatment a month after her and her husband came home from a holiday.... Apparently tequila really helps because she found out she was pregnant before the appointment, she had a boy and 3 years later got pregnant again without trying😯😕
I do understand the stress and need for a baby, but after witnessing my sister's situation, I do believe if you are in a more relaxed state that could help. Wishing you and Steven all the best 🤞🏻
Missandei King
Missandei King - 22 часа назад
Reading the title I knew it was about pregnancy. Sorry about everything but everything happens for a reason. When it’s time it will happen. Stay strong. Sometimes when u don’t try it happens
emily schwellenbach
emily schwellenbach - 22 часа назад
Ahh Desi Im so sorry sister, this is very difficult, I struggled with miscarriage also and it was awful. Will be praying for you and your hubby, may Gods will be done, blessings to you , just take it easy, I know its rough on both of you
Peggy Barrett
Peggy Barrett - 23 часа назад
I know people ask out of caring and wanting you to have a family. But in my mind I think if someone does not have a child, they are struggling to get pregnant or just do not wish to have children. Both are real possibilities. I have been pregnant 3 times and have just one living child. My first I miscarried, my second child was born with disabilities and died at age 3, we have a healthy 11 year old today. Very heartbreaking times. You are a mom waiting on your baby to join you soon. It will happen some how. I'm so sorry you are struggling. Prayers
Steph's Beauty05
Steph's Beauty05 - 23 часа назад
How do you watch this without crying! I couldn’t stop 😢 but like you said , life happens for a reason but Hang in there babe 💜 it will happen, you are meant to have a baby 💙😘
Rachel Mason
Rachel Mason - 23 часа назад
So many of us can relate to this. My heart goes out to you especially since I went through something similar. I know some days are easier than others, but know you are never alone ❤️
Becky Ford
Becky Ford - 23 часа назад
Thank you for posting such a relatable video. The strength that you have to share something most of us are to afraid to share is amazing! Praying for healing for you both physical, emotional, and spiritual. Thank you for being so strong!
MIssy Chen
MIssy Chen - 23 часа назад
I struggled with infertility for years during multiple miscarriages. It hurts, it's lonely and incredibly isolating. Please know that you are not alone. Find a really wonderful infertility specialist who can support you and at the very least can hold your hand through your journey. Know I am here with you too❤️
Mom of3
Mom of3 - День назад
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Jessica Alexanndra
Jessica Alexanndra - День назад
I love you girl, I enjoy your videos with Steven and your adventures and vlogs are awesome !! I appreciate this video bc you really show that no one is perfect or have the perfect life you and Steven are so great together but you really show the deep truth that its not always fun and happy, I was just having a down day and watching this made me realize even Desi goes through things, but either way when it happens your tru youtube fans are here to support and enjoy watching you guys as long as you dnt stop making videos lol
Alejandra Hernandez
Alejandra Hernandez - День назад
It will happen love! Keep faith and trust the universe.... let go and let God.
Melissa Durocher
Melissa Durocher - День назад
Gosh all this rings true for me besides the miscarriage. We have been trying for 3 + years with no result. We tried IUI one time which was expensive and didn’t work. I have tried to give up but can’t. I WISH I could just find out why! However it’s not something we can afford. So here I am 40 years old and still no babies. Maybe it’s not in the cards for me but I sure hope it is for you! Best wishes
Digital Bands
Digital Bands - День назад
WHO GIVES A FUCK!!!
Ashley Fox
Ashley Fox - День назад
Thank you for being vulnerable. It is a symbol of strength.
Jessica Carafa
Jessica Carafa - День назад
After struggling for years and finding out our infertility was unexplained we decided to do ivf. We were super blessed with two little boys (both through ivf cycles) its so stressful and infuriating to go through but try to put yourself at ease that it will happen even if its through the help of a Dr. Its so hard to understand why its so easy for some or how crazy life can turn out despite what you imagined in your head but when your holding that baby in your arms or taking them to the swim club and camp like I did today you forget about all that struggle and anxiety. I pray that things go well for you no matter what 🙏🏻
helena
helena - День назад
You’re an amazing women!! The time will come. I pray for you
Yerka Medina
Yerka Medina - День назад
Every time you got emotional I cried with you. I want to let you know that you are not the only one scared I have never been pregnant nor have I tried to yet. { just because I want to prepare myself financially} but I do get scared that if I wait to long I might not be. { its crazy for me to even think like this prior to trying}. So specially all you have gone through I can understand. I hope you understand god has a plan for all of us and though life is hard and we never understand why we are sent hardships they still happen. Please keep trying and try to get second opinions. Do not give up. Miracles happen all the time
Julia Fochi
Julia Fochi - День назад
Prayers my love. blessings. I'm so glad I stumbled upon this today. Thank you for sharing. 💜
melanieandpabz
melanieandpabz - День назад
Love u always Desi 🖤 thankyou for being soooo brave xxx
Cloey Poole
Cloey Poole - День назад
I am praying for you. I am so sorry you’ve had to go through that. I hope one day god blesses you with a beautiful baby. You’re gorgeous and so brave for sharing your story and I know that it will help thousands of people out there💕 keep your head up desi! You will be an amazing mom!
maria herrera
maria herrera - День назад
Praying for you desi 💜 and Steven 🙏🏼
Heather Graves
Heather Graves - День назад
You're so brave and inspiring. I'm sorry for what you've gone through . I'm sure you r checked but just in case - have you checked thyroid and hormones ?
Ashley Fox
Ashley Fox - День назад
You are so brave Desi. You are definitely one of my favorite YouTubers and I hope you know you are deserving, worth it, and so inspiring. I'm sorry to know you're hurting about this. You are so loved.
Melissa Ramirez
Melissa Ramirez - День назад
Much love for you babygirl, may god bless you and grant you everything you’re heart desires 💕
Brooke Obrien
Brooke Obrien - День назад
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sandra Ferreira
Sandra Ferreira - День назад
You are admirable! Always being so comical and full of joy. My mother struggled to have children for 12 years after she had me, and then one day she got my brother of 11 years and surprisingly shortly after she got my second brother of 6 years. There is hope, may yours always always remain lit and God make your and Stevens dream come true!
Alianis Rodriguez
Alianis Rodriguez - День назад
I’m super late on watching this and the only reason is because I know I was going to get emotional 😭. But just to cheer you up, guess what? I’m a miracle baby. My mom had a difficult time having babies. She went to a fertility clinic and got on treatments. And I came along ! My mom had me at 33 years old. After that she got on the treatments again and got pregnant three more times and had miscarriages as well. You have time, have faith, hope, pray you got this and you’re not alone ❤️ love you.
jami tailfeathers
jami tailfeathers - День назад
I love you Desi ❤❤❤ you and steven are so amazing. Best wishes on your journey I know the struggle as well ❤❤❤❤
imfearless15
imfearless15 - День назад
Thank you sooo much for this. I am one of those ppl that needed this. I felt alone in all this and I'm a very private person so no one but myself and boyfriend know what's going on and to see this and realize that I'm not alone is comforting. Everything oh said is everything I think and feel and I thought I was going crazy for having the thoughts I do about being sensitive when ppl bring up baby stuff to the part where you said you were so hopeful that you kept feeling pregnant when you weren't. Thank you for being strong enough to post this. ❤️
floag stardoll
floag stardoll - День назад
My parents got me like very easily (oupss) but I came with diabetes type 2 (idk if this is how you spell it, I’m from Belgium sorry haha), I was such a wonderful (and modest) baby that my parents wanted an other one ! BUT things didn’t go so well... my mom got 1 miscarriage at 5 months, it was supposed to be a boy, I was 4 and I was like drawing him (like picturing the future him.. idk I was kinda weird/creative). So he didn’t happen, my mom was destroyed, my parents almost divorced (my mom couldn’t even look my dad because she thought that she was disappointing him, btw it wasn’t the case at all, she was just.. like imagining it all and he didn’t really know what to do to make her feel better but they found the force in themselves to talk to each other and now they are like very very happy and stuff haha (the kind of couple that makes your standards way to high hahaha) ). Two years later she was pregnant by a miracle of the nature, but long story short she couldn’t move or get away of her bed. And my sister came to earth 9 months later.
I don’t really know why I’m posting this, this is not even my story but my mother’s. But somehow I feel like I didn’t really make my deuil (idk how to translate it but like when you have to admit that someone is dead) for my brother, because this is not something that I really dare to speak with my family.
I personally won’t say that god has a plan, because like this is not my conviction (even thought I’m Christian but this is an other story). But I believe in Karma and you are a good person, so good things will happen to you, maybe not today or tomorrow but it will happen.
I’ll just say too that a family is a bunch of people that are loving each other, and I know by experience that someone doesn’t have to have your blood in his vein to be a part of your family. I personally always told to my self that there is a lot of parents who have a lot of love to give and that there are a lot of child who have a lot of love to receive.
Love as always
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